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Monday, May 9, 2011

as start of a new beginning.. is it?

selesai sudah hidup sebgai undergraduate... unofficially lah. sbb presentation thesis lusa ( 12/5/11)

tp hari ni, da unofficially start master's degree. a very small step towards my dream. xpe. mula kecik2 dl. kn?
semalam jmp sv, lets call him Prof. S. he said, da boleh start terus eventhough result sem ni x kuar lagi. hohoho...
jimat mase. harap2nyelah. bukan ape, x biase ada masa senggang. da terbiasa hidup hectic. tp ble busy sgt, mula lah merungut2. huhuhu.... manusia, mmg x penah bersyukur, kn?

well, harapnye pagi ni nk berjumpe Kak S., master's student under sv lah.. nk tnye die cane nk apply jd RA ( Research Assistant). tapi rupenye Kak S tak datang lab hari ni. so ade Kak I. she is nice. a PhD student. lembut suaranye. comel2 gitu. so tnye lah Kak I, ade x keje yg boleh ditolong ( i'm pretty lost u see..) and kak I. said, " owh, br je on pump, amek mse dalam sejam br kite start experiment k?" nice kn? at least ade mende gak nk dibuat. so borak2 lah sekejap. rupenye Kak I ni dl lecturer UIA, on study leave sbb nk smbung PhD. pastu die swuh bace journal, yg ada kaitan ngn experiment yang bakal dibuat. so, bace jelah kn? huhuhu.. banyak nye term x paham!! double-clad, single mode pump, multi-mode pump, huaaaaaaaaa.... ble mase plak belajar sume ni? ade eh dl belajar? nape mcm blur?! xpe2. keep positive. beselah. first day. sabar ye?!

bace punye bace... ok la.. nmpak sket cahaya di jalan yg gelap ni. truskan perjuangan. and then Prof S swuh download borang RA. ooo camni ke cara nk apply.. nape la x habaq awal2. kalau x semalam lagi da boleh siap sume. so pasni kne la g print kt bilik. alang2 amek lah mouse pink yg tertinggal tu skali kat kolej. pasni mau balik rumah. ok, continue cite. pastu, kak I nk start experiment. tp die pown mcm blur2 je. ke die buat2 blur? ntah le. die kate die pown x abes bace paper tu. maybe die saje je ckp sbb die mcm tau je pe nk buat.

mse awal2 wat experiment it was ok. but being blur as always, mcm xpaham pe la motive/objective utama experiment ni. ikut je lah dl kn? so my task was tu increase the pump power. tp kne buat slowly. sbb its high power pump. ok... wat jelah. then mid-way kak I swuh increase kn smp zero, sbb output power rendah sgt. tahap nanowatt. pergh, x penah jmp lagi ni. ke ade error? x berani plak nk tnye. ye la, kite dak br belajar. so, decrease jelah. dr 2000++ mW ttbe je trun jd 0 mW. ah sudah! cane plak jadi mcm ni? ak decrease laju sgt ke? rse mcm bese je. cuak2. kak I. pown mcm cuak. aish. mati lah!! first day keje da ade bencana!

then kak I ttbe kate, xpe lah. biar jelah. nt die tgk. da lunch time. die nk g makan. tp muka die mcm garang. huhu.. cuak!! tp ble senyum kt die, die senyum je balik. huhuhu... Ya ALLAH. help!!